Bourbon…
Woke up at 7AM, went for a walk with Jack and felt lonesome. It’s in the mornings that it is worst. Same routine, same place, same day - groundhog day.
I went to the gym again and studied some Japanese while exercising on the bike for one hour. That was good.
Can’t get her out of my head though. I feel I’m at the same spot I was in summer, exercising and stuff, passing by her place, but now with more memories and with the feeling of letting an opportunity go by.
I wrote a new piece. That’s positive. Right after the gym it kind of jumped at me. I didn’t expect it.
In the evening I went out with Matthew. I wasn’t myself, though, and a bit tired.
